It's the middle of my first full work week and it's been a whirlwind. My shift is very early so I have to go to sleep by 6 or 7 pm (I work in an airport). Getting use to this hasn't been as hard as it sounds, thanks to melatonin. For the first week we get free food, free fast food and I'm realizing how detrimental my relationship to food has become ever since I've lost weight. It's funny I'll eat burgers, fries, or pizza gladly, then feel horrible about it right after and obsess over exercising. My mind forces me to think I'll somehow gain all the weight I lost back.
One week of semi bad food is not going to make me gain 50+ pounds but my mind thinks so. So that's been tough to deal with, also when I get home I've been so tired and will crash (not doing anything productive) so the next morning I wake up extra early, (like at 1 am) to not only edit my book but also exercise. Adding to that I'm also stressing over some money issues, adapting to work, and other minor things.
It's been exhausting.