over it all.

So I lost it at work and by lost it I mean having an argument with a co-worker, throwing my glove at the floor, crying hysterically, and threatening to leave until my manger came in on his day off. Also being in an airport there's cameras everywhere and the police saw it and sort of stalked me while I was working then asked if I was okay. Hours later I was embarrassed and annoyed I couldn't control myself. At the same time I'm kinda shocked this hasn't happened sooner, I'm unhappy at this job as usual. The argument happened because this girl got mad at me for not helping her with something at work even though she never ASKED and I was never told I had to do this. I stock markets in an airport, it sounds simple, it's not. Thankfully me and this girl talked it out and she apologized but still I hate how I reacted and I know it was pent up frustration. 


how to introduce yourself

Who am I?  My name is Lanelle💖

Even though I've had this blog since 2010 I've decided to make a new introduction post for any newer readers.  (I also deleted all my old posts from 2010-2013, they sucked anyways)  I'm 25, soon to be 26 in April, I work in an airport for now, I adore makeup, fashion, reading/writing, buying notebooks, and fitness for the most part.
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How not to start a new year...

Normally I start the new year with a goals post of some kind but I've been too busy (stressed) to do that.  It's only January and I can only describe 2018 so far as hectic and anxiety inducing.😓 I've gained weight, had health issues, my job is beginning to annoy me, and I can't seem to consistently work on my book.