Sorry for lack of blog posts for the last few weeks i've seriously dedicated to finishing my book, just the rewrites specifically.  I'm focusing on my book while I have this free time on my hands.  I've gotten back into reading and just utilizing my time to become a better writer.  I wrote before that my book will be published this year or early 2018 and I mean that so I've been putting in work.  I've always put my writing and me as an author in general on the sidelines, not anymore.  Now I'm building a real brand.  

I have a lot coming up, it's stressful but exciting. 😅

I also made an Instagram for me as an author, follow here if you want!



I'm at a point in my life where I feel like I should be doing more.  I should be accomplished and have "experiences" yet here I am in my apartment huddled up like a hermit.😟  I guess I'm feeling this way due to seeing some of my family members my age graduating from university.  It makes me wonder if that should be me.  I know I'm currently working toward a better future for myself so I need too stop comparing.  I have a problem with being envious and I need to work on it because I know being this way has/will hold me back.  Also I'm trying too focus on what I'm doing now in terms of goals.  I'm doing things now I never dreamed I'd be able to do.  I'm molding myself into the person I've always wanted to be it's just going to take time.  Until then I'm going to keep writing my book, working out, and watching Korean beauty gurus/vloggers (i'm literally addicted😂). 


gyaru BEFORE/AFTERS + thoughts on change

This old post of mine from 2011 kind of inspired me to make this, it made me want to do a "where are they now" type thing.
Ka-tan/Kanae Watanabe
Safe to say she's no longer gyaru whatsoever, still cute though.  I've followed her blog for a while and I believe she owns her own business that deals with some type of trucking, not sure exactly but #girlboss.  Also judging from her Instagram she seems to be doing race car/promo modeling.