I bet you're wondering who in the world actually hates the summer. It's hot, no school, you can wear whatever you want blah blah blah. But I seriously hate and dread the summer and have ever since I was in middle school. When I was younger I loved the summer because it meant going to my Dad's house who lives in the country. Then around the time when I was in eighth grade I was in a terrible storm with a tornado during the summer and for some reason that event scarred me for a while and I became terrified of summer thunderstorms. Then after going through that I started having issues and such with my body and I started to become too self conscious to wear things like shorts and really tight shirts. I even wore thick jackets even though it would be 90 degrees outside and it still effects me now. I guess I'm writing this post because the summer is coming soon and I still feel somewhat the same way and I don't want this to effect my Gal style growth. I've always had major issues with my body (as with most people). I've even started thinking if getting plastic surgery done because of how much it actually effects me.
Sometimes I find myself wanting to look like this
I want to live life carefree and be happy with myself. I know I'm not perfect but maybe that's not such a terrible thing. Maybe it might just make me unique. Life is so so SOOOOOO much more than looks.
Sorrry guys for such a depressing post I know everyone goes through this every so often in their life. Thank you for reading and please don't judge me. <3