I'm sitting here right now crying because no matter
how hard I try I can't do anything for myself. I
literally feel like throwing up and I'm having terrible
stomach pains it's probably because I eat horrible things.
I was looking at myself in the mirror and I hate what I
see, it literally makes me sick to look at myself. I just
want to go to school, get my own place, and have a real
life but I don't. I'm always in the dark alone and I
feel like nobody understands how I feel. Not my
parents, or my sister, not even my best friend
because they have great lives but my life sucks.
Sometimes I feel like I'm just a waste of space
because I can't seem to do anything right.
I just want to be happy.